“Building Blocks” ~ lyrics written 2005
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
brick by brick I’ve been built up
showing everything I’ve come to be
but when the construction ends
I feel part of me fade away
am I still growing now
am I growing day by day
who knows what could have been
today I’ll never know
because my workers gone away
so I’m left here
just a skeleton of an existence
with nothing but hollowness inside
will you remember me
when I’m worn down
will you take care of me
when no one’s around
only one looks at me now
others walk on by
as if I wasn’t even here
was I ever there?
I’m aware of everything
that’s whats killing me
only one looks at me now
others walk on by
as if I wasn’t even here
was I ever there?
I’m aware of everything
that’s whats killing me
as if I wasn’t even here
was I ever there.
“Defined, Redefine” ~ lyrics written 2005
{lyrics, by bahabala, music, vocals by bahabala N ProXy}
I now see the meaning behind me
I now see the profound things I do
I now know this trying reality
is all you have today to define you
starting to see just what’s behind
breaking it down to a reasonable level
your experience so different from me
is what makes us so truly unique
I now see the meaning behind you
I now see you astound things for me
I now know the thing you do is all you
you have today to define reality
starting to see you guide the blind
you’re leading them to a whole ‘nother level
my experience so different from yours
is what makes us so original
but yet in differences there is similarity
I’m different from you you’re different from me
but yet in similarity is there a difference
the coincidence in this I believe but can’t see
I now see the meaning behind us
I now see we are truly renowned
I now know the two of us are a plus
but people like us are not found abound
starting to give back to those less fortunate
helping out because we know we can
this is all we have today to define us
what else can be done to redefine man
what else can be done to redefine man
what else can be done to redefine man
what else can be done to redefine man.
“My Dear” ~ lyrics written 2005
{lyrics, vocals by bahabala, music by bahabala N ProXy}
I don’t know what it is
I don’t know what it is
I don’t know what it is
I don’t know what it is
I don’t know what it is
I don’t know what it is
I don’t know what it is
I don’t know what it is
I don’t know what it is with you
how you move about the things you do
all the while you’re out there
living up your life
bring me a smile to show you are near
living with me in life
I’ll write a song for a little girl
a pretty song for a pretty girl
that you are
that you are my dear
I don’t know what it is with me
messing up my life no peace to see
then you came gave me hope
loving this life
it’s not the same now I can cope
with this turbulent life
I don’t know
why you make me feel so
I don’t know
how you make me feel so
but it’s here it’s there it’s everywhere
I love this newfound emotion
in my heart it starts a commotion
I don’t know what it is with you
fill me with feelings I never knew
all the while you’re out there
living up your life
bring me a smile to show you are near
living in this same life
are you real or of pure fantasy
{I don’t know what it is with you}
are you all the things that are dear to me
{fill me with feelings I never knew}
that you are
that you are my dear.
“Ending” ~ {instrumental}
{music by bahabala}
“New Lullaby” ~ lyrics written 2005
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
a day away from you
a day away from you
a day away from you
alone in my room
it’s not the same
oh the other side of my world
tossing and turning my mind
just won’t seem to rest tonight
two days away from you
alone on my own
it’s not the same
oh the empty side of my world
tossing and turning my mind
just won’t seem to rest
until it comes upon
my lullaby sings me to sleep tonight
my lullaby sings me to sleep tonight
my lullaby sings me to sleep tonight.
“Sad Song” ~ lyrics written 2005
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
A day
has seen
many
light years
A night
will bring
so many
dark fears
A day has seen
light years come and go
A day has seen
light years come and gone
a day has seen
light yeas come and go
a day has seen
light years come and gone
a day has seen
{until we came along}
light years come and go
{until we came along}
a day has seen
{until we came along}
light years come and gone
{until we came along}
Until we came along.
“Imagine” ~ lyrics written 2005
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
imagine this world with me
if you live and dare to dream
then come with me
please come with me
imagination can’t escape me
this feeling will never leave
please take my hand
and envision this utopia with me
please understand
this beautiful thing to see before thee
life is what makes me live freely
life is what makes me love freely
life is what makes me live freely
life is what makes me love freely
imagine this world with me
if you love and care to dream
then you will see
please let it be
imagination will never leave
this feeling can’t escape me.
“Secrets” ~ lyrics written 2005
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
I see your point of view
what is it that I do for you
but cause pain and bring to myself shame
how can I change the way I am
how can I rectify these traits
that weigh me down
what do you see when you look at me
poor excuse for a life or soul
in my tears I’ll drown
in my tears I’ll
in my tears I’ll
in my tears I’ll drown
I’m confused
I don’t know what to do except
feel what I think is true
but what’s in my heart makes no sense
when you’re near me just a little touch
makes my whole body feel so tense
and this feeling I love so much
you have the touch to send me flying
then why am I still here crying
something needs to be done
either let this go or let you know
something needs to be done
either let this go or let you know.
“Slow Dance” ~ lyrics written 2005
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
there you are standing with your man
so far away from me so far from me
but within the crowd you smile
graciously but for me
you are all that I see
slow dance with love
slow dance with love
slow dance with love
slow dance with love
I can’t stand to see you with him
I’ll walk up to you on a whim
may I cut in for a slow dance
will you please give me this one chance
still so high from your beautiful face
I’ll take you somewhere new
you’ve never been before
please can we go away from this place
and your man all alone
now he is on his own
slow dance with love
slow dance with love
slow dance with love
slow dance with love
you will see you belong to me
I will know to take it slow
no matter what I’m thinking of
for you are too precious my love
slow dance with love
slow dance with love
slow dance with love
slow dance with love
slow dance with love
slow dance with love.
“True Hollywood Story” ~ lyrics written 2005
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
out pour the words to express
what we go through
pulling from everything
our thoughts and our dreams
bring it henceforth for you to see
bring it henceforth for all to see
bring it henceforth for you to see
bring it henceforth for all to see
then something changed
lucky star shone down on you
so sweet the deal
it is such a steal
it’ll rob of your sense of peace
taxing on your soul it will take control
now can you fill a black hole
now can you fill a black hole
now can you fill a black hole
now can you fill a black hole
black hole
{black hole}
now can you fill a black hole
{so sweet the deal}
black hole
so sweet the deal
it is such a steal
now can you fill a black hole
thoughts that come forth to your head
are nothing more than an empty depth
it is meaningless
you try to say you live the same way
in your voice I hear no sense of you
you are now living fame
what from this can you bring
a dream of mine to live like this
I’ve always wanted to be fabulous
but the double-edged sword now exposed
I’ll live my life and never let go.
“Bar Hopping” ~ lyrics written 2005
{music, lyrics, by bahabala, vocals by bahabala N ProXy}
something’s bringing us all higher
I’m shining with the stars
even when I’ve fallen
something was meant to be
tonight it’s come to me
please save me a drink
cause I am in love
I’m drinking in the bars
and I see you calling
my dear please come to me
for you are so pretty
please save me a dance
you’d look so good by me
lights zooming to and thro
beats bring us to life
I’m dancing close to you
like this is all I’ve known
I wonder my friend
when will I see you again
how will it be then
when I do see you again
I wonder my friend
when will I see you again
how will it be then
when I do see you again
when will I see you again
do some bar hopping
and bring our night to an end
I wonder my friend
when will I see you again
please save me a dance
you’d look so good by me
when will I see you again
lights zooming to and thro
{when will I}
beats bring us to life
{see you again}
I’m dancing close to you
like this is all I’ve known.
“David’s Song” ~ lyrics written 2005
{lyrics by bahabala, music, vocals by bahabala N ProXy}
he’s now floating above me
his whole being I can’t see
he’s been robbed of destiny
why life’s crushing cruelty
he’s now floating above me
his whole being I can’t see
he’s been robbed of destiny
why life’s crushing cruelty
oh that one unfateful day
why in life can’t we stay
in a moment fly away
can’t go back to yesterday
oh that one unfateful day
why in life can’t we stay
in a moment fly away
can’t go back to yesterday
so sad to see cruelty
life’s just a mystery
so sad to see cruelty
life’s just a mystery
life’s just a mystery
so sad to see cruelty
life’s just a mystery
life’s just a mystery
mystery
so sad to see cruelty
life’s just a mystery.
“Lesson Reprise” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
with the world at our finger tips
some don’t get the chance to survive
we’re dead be fore we’re alive
to make something of themselves
before the world makes something of them
when you see a poor man walking down the street
look into his eyes, look into his face
you see those that are less fortunate than you
do you see he is of the human race
life means more than what we see
the lesson you learn from me
we see the pain, sadness and hate
there life is messing with our fate
is it already too late
how much do we have to give
to survive in this hell that we live
when you see a poor man walking down the street
look into his eyes, look into his face
you see those that are less fortunate than you
do you see he is of the human race
life means more than what we see
the lesson you learn from me
nothing is right
if even just one person can’t survive
our world in a fight
the solution we can’t see or contrive
something needs to change
money becomes an issue filled with greed
our world derange
our lives estrange
but how to stop it? you are all we need
we need someone to show the wrongs of the world
are we so blind to not see it in front of our face
we need some one to show that our time has twirled
are we too blind to not see we are the human race
and we won’t live forever
time ticking away
the message that I convey
in hopes you all array
see how all the issues that lay before me
all come together as one in the end
the chaos we endure doesn’t have to be
the love you send will help to mend
to transcend and comprehend
life means more than what we see
life means more than what we see
{the lesson you learn from me}
the lesson you learn from me.