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“Party Life” ~ lyrics written 2002
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
you ask me where I’m gonna go
but by now you should already know
I’m going to hang with the crew
and do the things we usually do
don’t wait up for me all night
I’ll be where it feels just right
partying till the first morning light
every night live the party life
dancing and drinking all night
living a rock star’s life
living a rock star’s life
every night live the party life
dance and drink live the party night
living large the star’s life
living large the star’s life
the party life
every night live the party night life
dance and drink live the party night
living large the star’s life
living large the star’s life
follow me to where I lead
the party scene opened up to me
vodka to feed the need indeed
happiness is what I see
follow me to where I lead
the party scene surrounding me
vodka to feed the need indeed
happiness we feel and see
every night live the party life
dancing and drinking all night
living a rock star’s life
living a rock star’s life
every night live the party life
dance and drink live the party night
living large the star’s life
living large the star’s life
the party life
every night live the party night life
dance and drink live the party night
living large the star’s life
living large the star’s life
get the feeling from deep inside
you know what you have to do
let the music move you
get the feeling from deep inside
you know what you have to do
let the music move you
get the feeling to get dancing
you feel what you have to do
let the music move you
every night live the party life
dancing and drinking all night
living a rock star’s life
living a rock star’s life
every night live the party life
dance and drink live the party night
living large the star’s life
living large the star’s life
the party life
every night live the party night life
dance and drink live the party night
living large the star’s life
living large the star’s life
no worries when we party together
together
no worries we will be friends forever
forever
we’ll continue on all day and night
all day and night
dancing and drinking feeling just right
feeling just right
it’s the life we choose to make
it’s the risk we love to take
it’s the life we choose to make
it’s the risk we love to take
living the crazy life
every night live the party life
dancing and drinking all night
living a rock star’s life
living a rock star’s life
every night live the party life
dance and drink live the party night
living large the star’s life
living large the star’s life
live the party life
drinking all night
rock star’s life
live the party life
smoking all night
rock star’s life
live the party life
dancing all night
rock star’s life
live the party life
live the party night
rock star’s life
living the crazy life
living the crazy night
rock star’s life
living the crazy life.
“Different Kind Of Love” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
a different kind
a different kind
a different kind of love
a different kind
a different kind of love
i hear you say it so many times
your heart can’t take anymore
you hear them say all the same lines
they say the same as before
a different kind
a different kind
a different kind of love
a different kind
a different kind of love
you need someone there
someone who shows care
a different kind of love
sent from angels above
sent to give you what you need
one to show love and no greed
a different kind of love
guys will do this to you
treat you like you are nothing
it’s all they know to do
treat you like you are a fling
I can show you where they have failed
I can love you in ways that prevail
Over time and all boundaries
I can show you where they not dare
I can love you in ways that show care
Over pain and all miseries
You and me I can see
you and me I can see
you and me I can see
you need someone there
someone who shows care
a different kind of love
sent from angels above
sent to give you what you need
one to show love and no greed
you’ve looked for love in all the wrong places
it’s time to see how lovely it can be
you’ve searched for truth in all the wrong faces
it’s time that you looked toward me
search inside, feelings can’t hide
in my love you do confide
the feelings of loneliness
gone away and now have died.
“All I Can Do” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
this is the only way I can communicate with you
all I can do
I feel you here right next to me
I know you will be with me forever
the time has come where I want you more
I want you here in physical form
all I can do
what do I have to sing to show you…
there are so many things I want to say to you
don’t know what words could express my feelings
I have no way but to sing my song
this is the only way I can tell you
my only way to be with you
all I can do
at the thought of you and me
cheeks turn red, heart beat rise
start to sweat get nervous inside
I get so excited
I’m so delighted
all I can do
what do I have to sing to show you who I am…
there are so many things I want to say to you
don’t know what words could express my feelings
I have no way but to sing my song
this is the only way I can tell you
my only way to be with you
I cannot know truly what I feel
until I see you here next to me
I cannot feel truly what I want
unless you see me and truly see
see through me
see through me
you should already know I’m naked around you
around you
all I can do
I can see the day when you are here
can touch it, it’s so real
don’t let this dream fade away my dear
can feel it, it’s so real
once we see each other it will appear
can see it, it’s so real
we’ll be naked and feelings shown clear
can see you, you’re so close
all I can do
what do I have to sing to show you
all I can do
what do i have to sing to show you who i am
all I can do
what do I have to sing to show you who I am and how you can find me
all I can do
all I can do
and now you are here with me
as you were all along
no face to touch to eyes to see
(patience my dear)
fate has always been good to me
(you’re naked and here with me).
“Universal” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
I stare up and wonder
from light years beyond
what is really up there
interstellar bond
we see them every night
up there in the sky
we still know so little
our lives that pass by
the connection we have between everything
interstellar bond
how have we come to everything before us
but can’t get along
with hate we separate and segregate
with love we move above and beyond
the pain is felt by all
when one of us dies
we are all affected
by deceit and lies
the world becomes dimmer
when a star dies
our world becomes chaotic
when a soul cries
the connection we have between everything
interstellar bond
how have we come to everything before us
but can’t get along
with hate we separate and segregate
with love we move above and beyond
interstellar bond
but can’t get along
Rome wasn’t built in a day
but that’s all it took for it to fall
so hard to build so easy to break
so hard to shield so easy to take
listen to the words we say
need to love the lesson learned by all
so hard to do so easy to say
so hard for you so easy the way
I stare up and wonder
to light years beyond
what is really in us
interstellar bond
we see them every night
up there in the sky
we still know so little
our lives that pass by
interstellar bond
but can’t get along
but can’t get along.
“Empty Words” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
you throw you words around
like they mean nothing
you’ve lost sight of what you’re saying
saying
and you just don’t understand
give a damn
expressions made through sound
everyone does sing
in our heads the music’s playing
playing
but you just can’t hear a thing
hear me sing
every negative thing you say
are meaningless words in a sentence
I don’t see how you can think this way
for all this you feel no repentance
in your head the clutter is too dense
so much so nothing ever makes sense
can’t you see we have independence
and all you can show is impotence
it’s too hard to see the consequence
no matter what you say
we will sing our song
in our heads the music’s playing
playing
but you don’t want to hear that
to hear that
your ship is kept at bay
when the journey’s long
you have no right you are staying
staying
feeling things that are felt wrong
are felt wrong
every negative thing you say
are meaningless words in a sentence
I don’t see how you can think this way
for all this you feel no repentance
in your head the clutter is too dense
so much so nothing ever makes sense
can’t you see we have independence
and all you can show is impotence
it’s too hard to see the consequence
negative images
is all you show
a negative word
is all you know
all can be heard
and so can I
we can’t get along
I wonder why
why, why, why
why can’t we try
to make it through
to wonder why
we never knew
harmony sings
from within me
fate ruled by hate
will take you no where
but the bay your boat is stuck at
the bay your boat has sunk at
sunk at
the day you realize that
is the day you change
and open up
and open up
learn to care
With so many things we share.
“Musictry” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
what is the message we are sending
to the youth of the world
what morals and care are we tending
to the youth of the world
writing meaningless songs about love
things we’ve all heard before
singing meaningless words about love
poetry is no more
no more
no more
no more
what happened to the artistry
what happened to the poetry
we are the role models
for tomorrow’s leaders
but is the youth getting
a chance to be seeing
morals, respect, and intelligence
there’s enough subjects to write about
to fill the universe
you have the resources and knowledge
yet you sing the same song
singing meaningless songs about love
things we’ve all heard before
writing meaningless words about love
poetry is no more
no more
no more
no more
we expose our self in writing
day on we continue fighting
we are the role models
for tomorrow’s leaders
but is the youth getting
a chance to be seeing
morals, respect, and intelligence
and intelligence
there is so much that they are missing
from the world we live in
all they can know is all that they see
it’s time for a new start to begin
writing meaningful words about life
things never heard before
singing meaningful songs about life
poetry is once more
once more
once more
once more
issues at hand I think of
but they all sing about love
we are the role models
for tomorrow’s leaders
now the youth is getting
a chance to be seeing
morals, respect, and intelligence
and intelligence
what happened to the artistry
what happened to the poetry.
“Inward Me” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
I look inward for me
but what do I see
all the pieces scattered
conclusion unseen
my feelings mattered
you know what I mean
I try to see the inward me
wonder if it’s really there
I try to explain inward me
wonder if it’s making sense
can you possible not know who you are
but still be confident of what you are
feelings inside of me
I feel and see
I know and I feel
ideas and concepts
inside me are real
how can’t I accept
I try to see the inward me
wonder if it’s really there
I try to explain inward me
wonder if it’s making sense
can you possible not know who you are
but still be confident of what you are
the skin so sensitive, the irritation so big
the pain increases yet you continue to dig
you’ve got to get rid of it, the only way known
but it would be much better if you leave it alone
put together the puzzle
I call myself
see forever the puzzle
I call myself
do we really know who we are inside
or within us does the real person hide
time for soul searching
time for pain learching
time for life perching.
“Tundra” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
see my breath before my eyes
my body shakes and I know why
thoughts running through my head keep me alive
I know for whom i must strive
the air blows so strong it could knock you down
body so cold it’s hard to move around
air whistling past the only sound
not for sight anywhere is the town
I must get back don’t get off track
go to get my baby back
::cough::
I shake as much as the wind blows
wind howling past my ears
this frozen tundra is life without you
so cold I can’t feel my own toes
hurts so bad brings the tears
this frozen tundra is life without you
the journey long the air cold
sun doesn’t show and i grow old
I continue going I know I must
get back or i’ll turn to dust
I Hope and pray for sun to light the way
I dream and want of love to warm me up
the thoughts are running through my cold head
of the things I know I should have said
I must get back don’t get off track
go to get my baby back
::cough::
I shake as much as the wind blows
wind howling past my ears
this frozen tundra is life without you
feverishly I walk try to stay warm
but all I see is the white lifeless snow
it is everywhere it surrounds me
and caves me in
oh I didn’t know
how much you really mean to me
how cold life could really be
without you
this frozen tundra is life without you
this frozen tundra is life without you
oh I didn’t know
how much you really mean to me
how cold life could really be
life could really be
without you.
“Losing Love” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
feel I’m falling apart
can’t mend my broken heart
did I know from the start
I’m losing love
I’m losing passion
everything that makes life so wonderful
I’m losing life
I’m losing purpose
everything that makes me so wonderful
watch the pieces scatter
turn to useless matter
this is what I am now
I’m losing love
I’m losing passion
everything that makes life so wonderful
I’m losing life
I’m losing purpose
everything that makes me so wonderful
anything I can do
to change it back again
I’ve got to make it through
got to go back to when
when I was proud of me
I was able to see
love isn’t {only I’m}
important
I’m losing pain
I’m losing sorrow
everything that makes life so horrible ble ble ble ble ble ble
I’m gaining life
I’m gaining purpose
everything that makes life so wonderful ful ful ful ful ful ful.
“See Me” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
you cannot see how I feel
you cannot feel what I do
you cannot understand it’s real
do you realize it hurts you too
it hurts you too
you never stop to think
how it hurts me
you never stop to think
how you can’t see
you never start to care
how it hurts me
you never start to care
how you can’t see
can’t see me
can’t see me
you say you are there for me
you say you always have been
you say things that no one sees
do you see you have changed since then?
changed since then?
you never stop to think
how it hurts me
you never stop to think
how you can’t see
you never start to care
how it hurts me
you never start to care
how you can’t see
can’t see me
can’t see me
you may not be able to see
but I have open eyes to heal
wounds you gave now disappear
come upon a new friendship deal
the time set in motion
rhyme in devotion
the beginnings of the wheel
start off simple, and grow so big
still can’t see what I know and feel
you never stop to think
how it hurts me
you never stop to think
how you can’t see
you never start to care
how it hurts me
you never start to care
how you can’t see
can’t see me
can’t see me
i start to stand for myself
ground shaky at first
but with each new step
time gets easier to pass
and I grow stronger than you
this unexpected and frightens you.
“Emotionless” ~ lyrics written 2002
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
what words do you say when you feel nothing
not happy nor sad or lonely nor mad
you’re just there filling up space
emotionless
how I feel today
emotionless
what words can I say
emotionless
now I feel this way
my eyes wide shut with a blank stare
hearing all the stupid things you say
why am I here I could be somewhere
but instead I’m missing your care
emotionless
how I feel my dear
emotionless
words of anger near
emotionless
now I feel the fear
you must know I’m not afraid anymore
I’ll stand up for myself for once
this shit I can’t take anymore
I’ll stand up to my pain for once
how do you feel when you see me
stand up so tall
see you cowar before me
how You look so small
how do you feel when you see me
stand up so tall
see you cowar before me
how you look so small
when you see me so tall
before me you look so small
emotionless
cut me to the core
emotionless
how I was before
emotionless
not me anymore.
“Moment Of Change” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
every time I come here
you do this to me
you make me feel this way
I’m starting to feel you don’t care
not able to see
how you made me feel on that day
you strip me of my dignity
you always violate me
and you know you can
cause I let you man
but not anymore
no not this time
I looked past it before
it happened again
I lied there all alone
{cried there all alone}
I feel you don’t care anymore
what happened my friend
the pain I felt was seen and known
{yet you didn’t care}
you strip me of my dignity
you always violate me
and you know you can
cause I let you man
but not anymore
no not this time
I felt this pain before
but now it goes to you
the bond between us broken
is that what you meant to do?
You meant to do
I don’t know where we go now
but I know I have been changed
I know I’ll show you some how
just how much I was enraged
moment of change
no not this time.
“Tragedy Night” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
a moment in time
held dear to my heart
a memory of mine
in where we were to start
turned to tragedy
oh the woe of me
always what I wanted
never turns out right
you were all I wanted
oh tragedy night
that made me cry
I had to try
to get to you
I wipe away tears
and realize I
make my way back to you
and I really did try
but accepted fate
our unlucky date
always what I wanted
never turns out right
you were all I wanted
oh tragedy night
that made me cry
I had to try
to get to you
as I walk away from you
tears form and fall from my eyes
I had wanted the day so much
but the whole of my body cries
I was not there in front of you
now there is nothing I can do
you were all I wanted
didn’t turn out right
you were all I wanted
oh tragedy night
that made me cry
could only try
to get to you
but accepted fate
our unlucky date
I reflect and know now
reflections never stay
I’ll always remember
memories never fade
reflections never stay
dreams never fade away
memories show the way
how I’ve changed since that day.
“Unrequinted Love” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, vocals by bahabala, lyrics by bahabala N ProXy}
when the sky falls hide away from the cloud
victims run away to dance another day
when the floor falls jump away from the edge
victims run away to love another day
victims will stay to find another way
oh the
so many faces have come my way
but none I see to this day
none seem to want to stay
it is just part of the game we play
heartbreak is the price we pay
twisted molded like clay
when the sky falls hide away from the cloud
victims run away to dance another day
when the floor falls jump away from the edge
victims run away to love another day
victims will stay to find another way
oh the
many before you have come and gone
and towards the light we move on
to sing our lovers song
sing melodic notes that can’t go wrong
I have been waiting too long
a duet that grows strong
you and me
when the sky falls
when the sky falls
when the sky falls
new faces we see
new places we be
but you are all that i can see
you have enraptured me
you are all I need
when the sky falls hide away from the cloud
victims run away to dance another day
when the floor falls jump away from the edge
victims run away to love another day
victims will stay to find another way
oh the
after words exchange we will then know
how easy it is to show
forever more we grow
you and me
after words exchange you will find me
and how we were meant to be
oh the things we will see
you and me
oh the
when the sky falls
oh the things we will be
after all it’s destiny
you and me
you and me.
“She’s Gone” ~ lyrics written 1998
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
thinking that I’ve lost my touch
lost the beauty to my mind
can’t think beyond anymore
lost my touch and now she’s gone
an angel flies behind you
waiting to catch your fall
forgotten that she was there
took advantage of her care
now I’m sorry for what I’ve done
but that won’t bring her back
thinking that I’ve lost my care
lost the beauty in others
can’t care beyond my heart
lost my care and now she’s gone
an angel flies behind you
waiting to catch your fall
forgotten that she was there
took advantage of her care
now I’m sorry for what I’ve done
but that won’t bring her back
what has become of me
what have I done to this world
all the sorrow I have can not
make the wrongs I did right
I can try, spend my whole life trying, yeah
to get her back again
an angel flies behind you
waiting to catch your fall
forgotten that she was there
took advantage of her care
now I’m sorry for what I’ve done
but that won’t bring her back
thinking that I’ve lost my life
lost the motivation that I had
can’t live beyond my pain
lost my life and now I’m gone
an angel flies behind me
waiting to catch my fall
an angel flies behind me
waiting to catch my fall
forgotten that she was there
took advantage of her care
now I’m sorry for what I’ve done
but that won’t bring her back
forgotten that she was there
took advantage of her care
now I’m sorry for what I’ve done
but that won’t bring her back.
“Lesson” ~ lyrics written 2003
{music, lyrics, vocals by bahabala}
with the world at our finger tips
some don’t get the chance to survive
we’re dead be fore we’re alive
to make something of themselves
before the world makes something of them
when you see a poor man walking down the street
look into his eyes, look into his face
you see those that are less fortunate than you
do you see he is of the human race
life means more than what we see
the lesson you learn from me
we see the pain, sadness and hate
there life is messing with our fate
is it already too late
how much do we have to give
to survive in this hell that we live
when you see a poor man walking down the street
look into his eyes, look into his face
you see those that are less fortunate than you
do you see he is of the human race
life means more than what we see
the lesson you learn from me
nothing is right
if even just one person can’t survive
our world in a fight
the solution we can’t see or contrive
something needs to change
money becomes an issue filled with greed
our world derange
our lives estrange
but how to stop it? you are all we need
we need someone to show the wrongs of the world
are we so blind to not see it in front of our face
we need some one to show that our time has twirled
are we too blind to not see we are the human race
and we won’t live forever
time ticking away
the message that I convey
in hopes you all array
see how all the issues that lay before me
all come together as one in the end
the chaos we endure doesn’t have to be
the love you send will help to mend
to transcend and comprehend
life means more than what we see
the lesson you learn from me.
